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my life

2005-10-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

hehe..sok aku nda skolah..blayar k KL..3 hari saja...hehe..drg d skolah inda plang tau apa2 pasal ku blayar..hahaha...nway, d bulan yg suci ani aku kan minta maaf arah sapa2 yg ku ucap lah lam blog ani..bukan nya apa..sal blog ani bah kamu kelaie...aku pun nda sangka kamu baca blog ani...lagie pun lau ku simpan dalam hati apa perasaan ku nda jua siok rasa nya...bukan ja? so thats y ku saja2 buat rh blog ani... kepada niecha..sory ah sal buat ko nangis... aku tau aku atu too cruel ucap kau mcm2 lam blog ani...tapi atu dulu..aku atu rely2 stressed back thn..now, u seem 2 be ok...manusia ani inda perfect.. ucap mengucap... mcm my close fwens jua(kawan2 ku hang out).. mostly drg ani baik d dapan2... thn lau blakang2 sorng2 tah cari kesalahan masing...aku ampit dah kana gtau apa kekuranganku...manusia ani mana ada yg inda ampit kana umpat..ada kekurangan cikit...start tia kana umpat..iatah...hmm..eh, pasal ISE test ku...aku hepy dpt 68%..ku pikir aku fail bah..nda jua confident aku atu...hahhaha...tahniah jua tuk all of my fwens..maksudku yg repeaters..marks kamu bagus2..keep up ur good work...PC sama CS lagie test...mudahan tah sanang...both of da units aku faild tu last year...hahha..babal bh nda paham...ICC lagie tah makin payah...ari atu lagie kana lecture leh miss wida...adoi..sakit telinga mendangar...bah..arios..kan buat assignment ku nie d umah..mengantok+mengalih+lapar(puasa)+kesajukan+paning2= buat report!! uwaa (x

peace maker!!

2005-09-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hoho...nda ku sangka ramai panya org baca blog ku ani..bagus..bah, baca dlm hati nie "abot jaie maang..mian abot jaie nyaman.."hahhaha...8tuly aku buat2 sini kira mcm diari ku lah..tmpt ku meluahkan perasaan ku ..nada dgn ku kn meluahkan perasaan..coz masa ani manusia nda dpt d trust....pembocor...neway..paiksa ISE ari atu risau ku jua...kira ok lah soalan nya...ganya jawapan ku atu mcm bida..takut ku fail...aku lagi under probation ..mesti pass 60% tuk semua subjects ku...bahaya...inda ku tau bleh batahan kah inda aku ani d itb...to pass all of my subjects tuk one whole semester mcm relly2 hard 4 me...possible kah tu ku pass SEMUA?liat saja tia takdir...apa yg dah betulis atas sana..atuth yg bakal tejadi rh ku...tapi ku beusaha la tuk passkan semua...ari selasa ani lagie paiksa SAD...takut ku fail lagie...last yr fail ku...ani aku tengah memahami SAD plang..ganya nda jua ku paham2...masih confuse...misalan lah ku kana kick...msok asgai ku kali..cuba jadi pegawai...mcm tebuka jua hati ku kan join army atu..bukan nya pasal apa...pasal ku sedih liat crita 'Taegukgi-brotherhood"..apa rasa nya lau tani yg ikut perang mati-matian pertahankan negara tani..mcm siok berabis ku liat creta atu...kan masok ku plang ikut beperang lam creta atu..baju nya lagie uniform...mcm siok lah...iatah apa usulnya itb ani lau kana kick..cuba saja tia asgai ani..aku lagie jenis nya minat main bunuh2...hahhaha...tapi asgai ani kira last option plang...tapi ok lah kira tebuka dah hati ani dulu inda ku minat berabis...!! bah..atu saja kali...wish me luck...perjuangankn diri demi untuk negara...

stupid?

2005-09-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Aku nda paham bah manusia ani?? i kno lah aku ani serba kekurangan...nda pandai n wat so ever tapikan bila ku kan minta ilmu pelajaran rh kamu...karit2tan bah drg kan mengajar or membari??bukan nya aku ani kan belawan or meniru bulat2 kh apa dri kamu?sama2 bah belajar ani...bukan nya mentingkn sapa pandai sapa buduh...nanti lau paiksa baruth mati2an kamu liat kan kepandaian kamu atu!!!aku kalau ku mau sama2 bah tani semua pass...apakan kamu mau? alum ku pernah bjumpa manusia sebaya ku d itb atu yg ingin kan mengajar n belajar sama2 dengan ku d itb atu...kadang2 ambil hati ku bah bila drg inda mau ngajar...ada2 plang yg ngajar d itb atu ganya tapi mcm nda ikhlas ...bagi ku yg baik mau mengajar 'c ratna' ia baik mau ngajar...mau kongsi ilmu yg dipelajari nya...tapi hmm?lost contact?entah?no idea...kalau 'c jenz' ok jua ganya bila ku blajar sama kedia org semua salah sangka ...nya drg ia gatal lah ..ia suka aku lah... apalah... tapi bagi ku ia saja yg satu2 nya mau sudi n ikhlas belajar sama dgn aku...iatah nda ku paham manusia ani?belajar tapuk2 kamu ucap lah apa lah...bila org belajar sama kamu inda kamu mau kongsi...baik tah ku sorng2 nah belajar.!!! p.s-kepada yg terasa jgn dulu perasan...manatau bukan kamu..hahaha...sapa yg makan lada iatah yg terasa badas nya..kekeke!

its complicated!!

2005-09-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

hi..aku hampa ryte now sambil mendangar to this luv song...dygta..i dont even kno wat to do ryte now..nwy,last wednesday tngahhari aku nda ada mood jalan2 wif my fwenz...so aku tipu drg yg ku kan jalan sama my dad..8tuly i need to be alone that time..i was rely2 hampa dat tyme...so jalan2 lah ku nda tantu arah..then aku ended up rh parking lot rh kubur ampir masjid jame' ...sana aku buat rh confession rh 'someone' thru sms...then almost 2 hr aku nangis...i rely like and inluv rh nya...tapi she tot aku nda serious coz aku nda propose ia dri dulu tapi aku ada reason y..tapi she cudnt wait that long so now she already hav a boyfren...tapi tyme ku balik k skolah coz ada clas' comm skills' aku cuba tapuk2 perasaan ku...aku pura2 ceria...but dlm hati hampa berbis...then the next day nya inda ku sekolah lagie coz inda dpt tido...so k spital lah ku minta ubat..they gav me some medicine...tapi d only penyakit yg nda dpt d baiki is 'luka d hati'...then i was alone again rh beribi..dangar lagu 'padi' n cant stop thinking bout her...once again airmata ku ngalir...thats it...i hope aku dpt lupakan ia tuk selamanya...'im so sory kerna terlambat untuk mengerti' plz 4giv me if u baca ani...

im back

2005-09-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

hi...its been ages that i dnt put anything here..buzy lately ..hehehe..and 2nd thing is becoz of my connection at my homey...stupid espeed!! rely2 slow...!! money digger!!damn u jtb!! hahaha...i cant talk much here coz my time is limited...just came home..too exhausted afta my taekwando training..anyhow im back to skewl...oh thnz god that itb stil need a person like me..hahaha..so thats it for today..talk more bout it later... chow..chariot...i miss u my blogspot....

unheppy ending

2005-06-28T11:21:00.000+08:00

Hi, i've failed my exam...so either i hav repeat or kick from ITB...shit...liat sja tia takdir...apa yg kana tulis atu tah nh yg will happen 2 me...hahaha..berserah arah takdir...masa ani aku ada plng cubaq2 apply for a job rh bank...sedang buat2...incse takut inda kna accepted d itb lgie...sian...bnyk jua lh org failed tpi syg one of my closest fwen failed jua...i tot ia pass...dari revision week atu bh bnr2 blajar...sian my dear sufie...ia failed...nagis g tue...anyhow, c jenz passed...good 4 u...keep up ur good work!bh ,gagas ku...my dad bawa jln...kraja...bising ya dah....bye2...

marriage fever!

2005-06-12T13:10:00.000+08:00

last week, one of my closest fwen iz gettin married...dis week another fren of mine also get married...next 2 weeks will be my deareast cuzin...in old days we used 2 call him 'c belon...ani paksa panggil his real name...asman...but im stil stick callin him ' c belon...biasa dah...apa jua ulah...he's around my age..which is 22..im gettin old man..X( uwaaa...so wats new bout me?hmm..donno... no ideas..ok..hav to go now...rh org antar berian....c yaa...nway, our results out dis 19th....dup dupp...dup...

9 days to go.. dup dup dup dop

2005-06-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

oh my 2x....16th june is goin to be a very2 memorable day for me...it will guide me to my future...whether i pass or fail...hopefully nada yg menghalang aku dari repeat...i don wanna waste ma time...i wanna go to work..hav my own money...buy anything i wan...do everything i lik...get married..hav children...get old..live happily ever afta...as i wished!! hahha... apa nya pepatah...muda ani hanya sekali lam hidup tani...once umur meningkat..indakan dpt bebatah balik...so...enjoy urslf slagie sadar diri atu muda ...sebelum terlambat...kekeke..apala punya pendapat!...hahaha. lastnyte , iwent wif pit.. kami hangout lah rah 'TK...saja ceta2 bout our future...gila lah mikir kan..iapun paning kan nyelasaikan..same wif me..hopfuly...abis saja HND..tarus ku kan kraja..ngalih udah otak ku ani kan blajar..hahaha...bah..kan jogging ku..jaga kesihatan ku masa ani...buang tabiat n buang lamak...im getting fat...fuck! hahaha

nike rulez

2005-06-02T18:47:00.000+08:00

hahha..yeah tats the title...i like nike so much..xspecially t-shirt...ummph..! haha..last week i bought 2 nike t- shirt..it cost me $150++...gila jua udah tue... hehe...usin elaun..now..im using 6680..nokia..hehhe..plenty of new things in jst one month..eh.. imean last month...dis month kn save usin...bali ntah ah..nway...our exam is finally end...fuhh! nunggu result lagi 16th ani..sial..hopfuly aku pass semua...lau nda pun..biar ta re seat test...dua papers saja...hmm comment about da exam..let me see?(T_T) uwa...it was totally hard!! aku gtau percent ah brapa ku target lurus:-
CS 40%
SAD 60%
PC 50%
ICC 61%
ISE 56%

nah...aku target 4 pass 1 fail...ok ah...mudahantah PPAK assigmnt ok...janji pass la...jgn fail...hmm..something odd happnd to me...i dont kno y..hmm..cani...i was sitting alone in my car while waiting for my cusin..mr assmin..sambil2 atu liat kiri kanan..then ku dngr to this melody...tenang..aman...it was da music from my cd player...hmm..lagu dygta... i cant remember da exact name of the song..tapi ku ampati lah lagu atu..ku dngr lirik nya...then lama2...ada air turun k pipi ku...then i realised i was crying...i didnt even kno y..i tink lagu atu jdikan aku teringat arah seseorng...cana ia menghampakan aku..during exam lagie tue...entah la...mana ku concentrate baljar xtualy nya...sedih saja ku..entah la...mcm2 la ku dngr ceta sal ia...not sure banar kah inda...but now im ok...bah atu saja kali...call of nature dah...hehehe... nanti la sambung g...aiyt~!

oscar winner!

2005-05-19T12:30:00.000+08:00

last nyte i went to empire liat wayang sana.. we watchd star wars III-revenge of the sith'...da premiere...it was a great movie...awesome...outstanding performance...good quality picture...gila...kehotak ku meliat...siok bah...hahha...i shud recommend dis me movie...so for crazy fans of starwars outher...u shud watch dis...!! i lik da part when analkin became bad people...nice...i like those eyes..evil look...i wish i cud be like him...hahhaa...kill anyone i like wif my lighning saber thingy...hehe...anywy, exam coming dis monday...shit..bnyk kan d baca...ngalih eh...hopfuly i pass dis exam... n aku bersumpah...if i fail dis exam..i mean if aku repeat da whole year...beranti ku nie... hahhahha..cari kraja.,..bah...hav to go now...k skolah...jumpa c jenz...kan minta any info ia tau sal exam...hahhaha...chowz...

crazy in luv

2005-05-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

yeah..saturdy afternoon...doin nuthin...I'm sittin here... thinkin' bout how I'm gonna do with my life...how im gonna do w/o you around ... dont u have any feelings? coz rely i do..u're all my life...i cant stop thinkin bout u...I'm gonna lose my mind...its aint easy for me...But girl you know that I would never ever let others come between the two of us....Cause no one else will ever take your place..No one makes me feel the way you do... u're da only person in my mind...is this wat we call 'Luv'? now i can feel it inside me...im in luv...yeah, da only ting dat i rely wanted to say is I L-O-V-E U...

down to earth..

2005-05-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

last nyte something bad happend to me...my stomach was rely2 hert for 2 nyte...cirit birit..babie..i was lik hell dat nyte..it burned my arses..kekeke...anywy, last thursday we had a test on SAM unit... dat was the only paper aku bnr2 membaca...n i purposely didnt put my name on it...haha..u kno why? takut cigu bias..coz i herd ada my lecturer atu dont even lik me...i dont kno y..probbly b'coz of my attitude...akhir dtg...not serious in class..etc..wat so ever! iatah ..hmmm ysterdy, i went to see her regarding about my paper...i was wely2 hepy.. got 'merit' for it...now, my schedule will be fil wif most of revision hr...kan paiksa bah next 2 weeks...i aim for 'Distinction'...hahha...mcm banar...atleast 'merit' lah.. it could do something wif my crswrk...i kno im gonna fail my crswrk anywy...3 of it..bh, kan blajar ku..c yaa nxt tyme...

wuss!

2005-05-07T12:09:00.000+08:00

helo blog...im off today...not goin to school...i tink we already start wif our revision week...so no more attendance...yeppee..lastnyte...i had a fight wif my sista...stupid sista...kelaie biasa saja...ckp2...its about astro...hahha..small matters...bodoh..anywy, it was my idea to buy splitter for astro...its totally worth it to buy coz da splitter coz it can be splitted into 5 receiver...so save money...so i told her lah bout this product ...ckp nya ok...bali saja..."tapi aku inda ikut campur membali..pandai2tah tah ko membali tue...pakai saja rah ku...then split rah kamu...kalau abg mu mau membali...bedua kamu membali brg atu..."i was agreed wif her idea ..da splitter wud cos me $450....mahal plang...tapi beguna...sekali...yesterday..she went wif my parent to miri...then when they back home...my dad surprised me wif da product...i was hepy dat nyte...my dad ckp"just pay me $100" ..aku setuju coz itz rely cheap...turun tia my dad...then my sista came to see me...she said "kami bali splitter...bah agatah pasang..."TAPI IKUT JUA BAYAR BULANAN $10.." baie jua tue...perjanjian ari atu...ckp nya bali da splitter(free 3 card) sja...pasang rah nya...tapi 1 crd mesti rah nya...ani dah ada brg atu tukarnya tia perjanjian...i kno murah plang bulanan bayar $10...tapi baie jua tue...penipu matie...org ngalih2 bali brg atu...mahal lagie tue...ia nda jua ikut share membali brg atu!! tarus ku marah...nda ku ikut memasang...otak nya memang jahat tue...! membari org kaunseling numbor satu...dirinya inda sadar?? bodoh....palui punya kaka....nda tau malu...ani malas ku kan ckp sama kedia...biar ya...sendiri ya d sana....bnyk lagie idea nya yg memang jahat...bodoh...malas ku kan ckp....bah...lm rely2 lapar now...hav to go...byez

im totally hepy

2005-05-02T09:56:00.000+08:00

yeah...we hav done our part in turbo c...siok lah da interview...even..miss mardiyah tolong2 bagi clue tyme sorng2 interview...hehehe..good mood kali ya ri atu...then when my part finishd...it was my team member next, nad....sekali nya miss mardiyah totally lupa bout her...patut tah siok2 ya ckp wif me...minum air n liat timetable...hahaha...sian c nad...atleast ..kami abiz lah...nasib jua b update da progrm..lau inda abis lah kami...kekeke.. ok...now we ar goin to talk bout my coursework...u kno, i didnt even kno dat we hav to pass our coursework inorder to proceed to 2nd year...so ahts mean..i hav to pass my exam + coursework aswell...if one of it fail..(the limate is three units)..more than that...hmmm,say bye2 to itb...hahha...im abit worried wif three of my units...SAD, CS, PC....awal2 dah ku antam...hahaha...bah eh, im done here...ada org membaca...hahaha..its personal kali ah...ok...anywy..i'll talk more bout my life wif my subaru..oppss...ahahhabah...bye...

hmm..weird??

2005-04-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

u kno wat happened 2day?totaly my worst nytmare!! sanggup ku nda baca 'cs' demi nyiap kn my 'turbo c' coz we goin 2 have an interview by miss mardiyah coming this wednesday...bodoh..iatah i hav 2 update our program...now its workinh ganya not totally semua mau...usak...hahhaha.. neway, about the test dis morning... it was actualy easy.. ganya aku nda membaca...so i bet i wud get 20/100 for it...hahhaaha..then, afta da test...i straight away went to see mr franky looi in his staff room...luckily, he was there..fuhhh..abis dah membari surat MC ku...then ku lintasi bilik miss wida...then i thot i mind...why dont aku hangout there...kurik2..manatau dpt tau da 8tual question 4 our test coming dis saturday..siok2 creta ada tia miss jeniffer...mula2 betanya ya..ngapa ku sana? so i told her yg aku kana kaunseling...hahhaa..i was kidding dat time..sekali nya ckp nya...i dont have ur test paper!!..n u dont even sign for ur attendance taht day!!...so thats mean u r were absent dat day..!!.do u have any valid reason if u rely wan to sit for da test on dis 28th...?? u come and see me if u have one...if u dont..im sory dat i cannot allow u to sit for the test!! then bangang jua ku tu..i was there tyme test atu....i did everything...put mu name..sign for my name...ku ckp la yg miss jeniffer was the one yg jaga kmi punya bilik...even aku ada witness yg nampak i was there taht tyme...sekali nya nda ya mau dngr..lari ya arah franky...ngumpat ya sal ku...bangang jua ku tu...ku tanya lah miss wida...wat shud i do?? mcm2 she told me apa patut ku ckp...then dtg tia c franky...tanya...wher is hardy?? kmi ckp la..we dont kno...sekali mis wida told him evrything bout my situation...mr franky pun bangang....sekali the best why is to meet jeniffer arah staff room nya..and double recheck lagi my test paper...8tuly, tadi aku sasat...im not sure wher is miss jeniffer's room...i tot it was on the first floor..upanya rah 2nd floor...kan matie...ku kejumpahan tia kedia...then ku tnya ia sal da problem atu...nda kan melyan sal ia kan ngambil gambar..kan matie!! sekali ku ckp la....ar u sure u r talking to da right person?coz probably u r looking for hardy..n im not hardy!! atu tarus ya beranti...bangang ya...upnya salah org...babie....menympah rasanya...atunya all da way turun bawah minta maaf berabis...suruh nya email lagie....apakan? salahkan nya miss sarina sal salah taruh gambar...hmmm...rely??or saja buat2??tutup malu...bodoh...abis tia part sal ani..then here is anotha story...im wely2 dont ndrstand wif dis gurl?? wats ur problm anywy??do u rely hate me??coz if u do..u 'll kno wat will happen to u !! dont ever force me to do it!hhmm, there are so many things i hate bout this gurl...apa salah ku kan ko sasax ku catu?? wat hav i done to u? did i evr upset ur feelings? ko ganya yg sasax rh ku ani bah...1 more thing..everytime ku bagi opinion..u dont even wan to listen to it.. apa? bodoh sangat kah opinion ku atu? lau ko rasa pandai...buat tia semua kaja atu ulih mu!! palui!! nda ko tau kah...bnyk org sasax ulah mu atu...pakal saja ku sabar...if aku ani penyasak wah ku gtau kan bah rh mu...biar ko mental!! palui ko sana!! bah eh...sasax ku nie...mental...ani i need my rest...to much stress..melatup krg otak... ayonara

I had a rough day!!

2005-04-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

today i welly2 pissed off wif one of my fwens....stupid asshole!! "Hey, ho do u tink u ar!! fuck la..." banci to da max ku kedia ani....buat kedia d dangar masalahnya...buat org bermasalah...nda kan paham....paloi!!! tadi b4 aftanoon, im one of da wanted list...hahhaha...temasok rah list org failed attendance...yeah, i've failed my attendance ...so wat!! my life!! dont be such a buzybody!! my marks...jan 58% , feb 76%, march 78%...if my total overall attendance is below 80%...SoOO..im not goin to sit for my comin' exam..!! lau banar ku confom nda sit 4 da exam..so wats da point ku dtg skolah lagie...baik tah ku branti nah!! putus dah asa ku tadi, mcm kan beranti!! no one even knows how im fell ryte now..even my closest frens...im need somebody to talk over these things..bodoh..baik jua ada biz sharol...ive been known him for 2 or 3 years..tapi 4 me ...ia ani very2 understanding...c assmin...not bad...mcm2 benda he told me to do...thnz man... pit.. speechless when i tld him bout this...hmm..syuk..i dont kno man...he just mumblin' wif his interview stories... all i hav to do is to hear wat ever things taht pops out from his mouth...wt a lame stories dat was..can u jus tell me ur lame stories once??...but i bet...ur goin to get the position...gd luck man...so..from now on..i hav to come class early in da morning...bangun pagi..k skolah...i aim for 95% these two months...lau nda confom kana kick...no mercy...hahaha...bh,ngantok ku....c yaa

yepiii

2005-04-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

wat i did today?hmm...oh ee...i'd just hand-in my turbo c assignment dis morning...stupid assignment!!! our marks will be cut off 10% ...we suposed tohand in the report yesterday...shittEE!! my mistake...~ hehe.. neway..i hope we gonna pass our turbo c...payaah kali ah..to my team member..c nad "sory , for everything..kalau ada salah silap arap maaf kan..kekeke" she is rely cooperative...siok jua lah c group sama ia.ganya..d assignment yg kami buat..both of us hav no ideas wif turbo c...hahahaha...antam sja tia..~ oh yeah, last week...my members(dengan2slalu lepak) and i had a sparing tournament arah masjid...opps..tmpt parking lot masjid...i almost break my leg due to our outrageous fighting...majal jenis nya...tapi i ended up at second runner up...i'd to forfeit my self...ngalih wah that tyme...kan paatah bah kaki...selahau...champion is 'sharol'..1st runner up belongs to 'mohd pit' ...im in the third place...con't wif my bro..'mohd aming' and.last place is 'asmin'....hahahhah...mr zidane..wat happened to man???.now, im lepaking arah our lecture room...wif my fwens...jenz, niecha and ratna....kami patut nya ada test today..krg ptg...but then..kana cancelled!! yepee...postpone k dis thursday....so..i got tyme to prepare myself tuk 2moro test..ISE...my fav unit.. i like it b'coz it'z rely easi 2 nderstnd...hahaha.. my fav lecturer is 'miss wida' ..da way ia ngajar is rely2 fun...sanang kan faham...bah atu sja for today...kan tido ku..byez...

Hi...holaaa

2005-04-06T12:10:00.000+08:00

wat ssup ...wat down... i wish i cud do better wif my eng..who cares...its my blog...!!i can write any thing i wan...its been a long tyme i havnt write anything on my blogs...quite buzy doin my assignments..sigh! oh ye..lots of it..!! 3 assignments comin' thru...im just wondering wats da purpose of our skewl holiday??life is sucks!! now..im out of ideas,sitting alone on my bed whilst typing this stupid nonsense blog of mine...d'oh..wat else cud i do? im not good at it(turboC)...i cant figure out anything for my turboC assignment...help...i bless u god..gimme sumthing.. :(.. oh yeh ysterday..i had fun enjoying wif bunch of my fwens...we went to miri..i bought stuff ther..like sleeveless t-shirt... takewando thingy..hmm,anyhow i drove all the way home..i felt so exhausted dat nyte...i went straight away to bed ...swEeT sweEt home..kakaka... yeah..bru ku ingat..aku bkirim perfume rah my cuzen d singapore...'swiss army'..black bottle...da latest one..its taste good ..relly like it...BUT, he bought da wrong one..!! sigh! i admitted dat it was my mistake...i gav him da wrong info. hahaha...now i hav two same types of perfume..da hell...!! luckily, my otha cusin, asmin, rely interested to buy da perfume...nasib2...apalagi ku ..jual lah...dat nyte jua...hahah..cash..$$$.ceng ceng!.yeah,yeah...i can use da money to buy a new one..hehehe..tipah ter tipu...ok la...atu saja for now..nanti tah update lagie...c yaa..

2005-02-28T09:46:00.000+08:00

ritz club
u'r welcome to my club.....registration fees is Free!!
#address London Bridge is falling down, United Kingdom

2005-02-28T09:35:00.000+08:00

revamp

ReVamp31...my bro yg created this thing...hype!

2005-02-28T09:28:00.000+08:00

bola

Honda civic

2005-02-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

Lawa kah kreta ah???hmmm??rim??beftsz...

wat can i do?

2005-02-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

Memang aku sangat menyesali aku diriku ini kerna aku ada bnyk kekurangan..salah satu daripada ialah kurang pengetahuan akan mata pelajaran english..aku memang tidak fasih berbahasa english...kenapa?sudah berbarapa kali ku cuba mempelajarinya dari teman2...tapi mereka mempertawakan ku...cuba kamu pikir macamana diriku tersiksa tanpa pengetahuan english..bnyk mata pelajaran yg tidak ku fahami....aku mula terasa akan kekurangan ku ini... pada tahun 2001..ketika aku masih sekolah diperingkat menengah 6 (soasc)..aku mula menjinakkan akan diriku terhadap pengetahuan english...sampaikan kesemua kawan2 yg hanya pandai berbahasa english tidak ku layan...bukan nya apa...hanya aku malu kalau2 apa2 soalan yg ditanyakan tidak ku mengerti ..aku juga tidak tau akan apa patut dijawab...memang dulu mereka meanggap aku AMBONG!!..Dari situ aku mula mengenali insan yg berbangsa cina..namanya boon chin...dia memang baik...aku berkawan dengan nya disebabkan dia fasih berbahsa melayu dan english..ketika berkawan dengan nya aku mula menjinakkan diriku dengan berbahasa english kerna dia prefer english dari bahasa melayu..satuhal lagi kebanyak pensyarah kami dari luar negeri ,so aku terpaksa memaksakan diri ku untuk memahami perbualan mereka..memang ada bermacam2 ku cuba seperti membca buku pengetahuan bahsa english tapi tanpa pengunaan tuk dijadikan bahasa harian memang juga tidak berbaloi..aku mula mengenali insan bernama 'Farizah..dialah insan pertama ku luahkan akan masalah ku ini...kami memang selalu ber msg memalui hp..dari situ dia selalu menasihati diri ku agar mengunakan segala perkataan dalam bahasa english agar aku dapat membiasakan diri ku..sehingga kini kami masih bermsg ...kami mengunakan bru-eng(cakap brunei campur english) muahahaha...jgn salah anggap..kami hanya lah kawan..dia juga tau akan masaalah ku..kadang2 aku mengadu arah nya kerna aku percaya akan dirinya...taun demi taun kami,aku tidak sedar yg aku sudah menyambungkan pelajaranku di ITB...di sana aku mula faham bahawa tanpa pengetahuan english memang seseornag itu tidak berguna...semuanya mesti english..kebnyakan assignment yg dibagi oleh pensyarah mesti dibuat dalam bahasa english..SEMUA NYA MESTI ENGLISH!!!...aku dapat menilai sekarang akan pengetahun dlm bahasa english:-

membaca 6
menulis 3
bercakap 2

masih bnyk perlu ku pelajari....hujung taun ini aku akan mengambil pepriksaan english o level lagi..for the 7th tyme..how stupid am i?? :'( ...dari situ akan ku tau jika aku ada membuat perubahan..ok,wish me luck...mulai sekarang aku akan cuba mendalami bahasa english..doa2 kan ku berjaya...

Ini lah aku.

2005-02-27T12:43:00.000+08:00

selamat tengahari shabat ku(blogspot)...mulai hari ini engkau lah teman ku dan engkau lah tempat ku mengadu kerna aku mula bosan dan tidak percaya akan manusia yg ada d bumi ini..manusia yg selama ini ku sanjung tinggi kini hanya mainan dipemikiran ku...kini baru aku sedar yg aku ditipu...manusia seakan2 berpura2 baik terhadap ku padahal berkelakuan jahat di belakang ku...adakha aku bodoh?hanya tuhan yg tahu....aku baru mulai faham bahawa manusia memang dilahirkan dengan sikap2 yg berbeda...tidak ada yg perfect...sama dengan diriku...aku memang sedar akan diriku yg tidak sempurna....kepada para pembaca...harap maaf jika ada yg terasa...kerna disini ku akan luah kan segala isi hati ku..memang aku selalu bersikap berpura2 di depan kamu semua...tetapi tidak seorang pun yg memahami diriku...walaupun kadang2 hati ku sangat ber sedih..walhal,muka ku masih ceria menandakan aku tidak bermasalah...memang sikap ku seperti dahulu tidak akan mencampurkan masalah dengan kamu kerna aku ingin menyelesaikan nya dengan diriku sendiri...sebagai bukti adakah kamu pernah liat aku bersedih selama ini? ..

makan taie

2005-02-26T15:34:00.000+08:00

muahahahahhahahahahhaa...ada org mental.....bermasalah...............

helo

2005-02-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

napa kan blog ani babal...bodoh...mental ku oleh nya!!!

blog talor...mental ku leh nya...